I Just Wanna Be...I just wanna be Successfulll....!!!(Drake)

With that song playin right now in the background...thats how im feelin nowadays..Somethings gotta give. Yesterday I took this muzik shyt a step further..I shot my first muzik video thru BluMonk Films. What a day it was..Thanks to Mike Dispenza and Mike Hanlon and Crew for such a "easy looking" video shoot... We took it downtown on Main and State street to get that big city life type of feel..We took some great shots in front of some of our most prestigious buildings in the ROC...Tha camera was definetly my friend all day.LOL..But above all, the weather cooperated to tha best of her ability..She was looking out for us cause she could have easily got ugly at any point..So mother nature, I thank u for not raining down on us...Everythang went smoove and according to plan...well..all but the asshole security guard that was present during our roof top shot..Asshole!!! we aint bothering a soul..I think he heard that "rap muzik" and called it a wrap.."Bitch I work here, this aint no private property..I park in this garage erryday" I said to him...But i guess since we got rap muzik playin and cameras rolling, that was too much for him to handle...We got the shots we needed anyways punkass..But I still appreciate cha..lol..But on the real, I cant wait to see the finished product..Its gonna be B-A-N-A-N-A-S...Rellah and JD Riggz did tha damm thang too..Looked sharp,played the part and kept it professional..Meanin no trees on set, which was crazy hard to do..But since we did it, we now know we can....We all fam so it was chemistry at work..So...it was nothin..but again...in due time all will see the video for "Who Am I"...Its gonna be crazy...trust..off to the J-O now...in which i call hell..but its payin the bills so aint much more I can say bout that...Lyfe After Hyskool is OUT NOW>>.Get yours today!!!

damm i gotta mail some out too...almost forgot..."procrastination is the devil"..

til then
~Asap

Suicide Murder

I want to start off by saying, rest in peace to the great Steve McNair.. He was one of the greatest Black professional quarterbacks of our time..He will be missed..Now to his wife, i mean i dont know u or the rest of the family personally but i know its hard to lose someone period..so my condolences go out. Thats a strong woman right there..standin by her man til his last moment..But honestly speakin, he was like any other athlete,superstar,entertainer...He had relations with other woman..Its expected when your on the road all the time, out at parties, and events, where there are Too many beautiful woman to pass up.. But come one Steve, u could have done ALOT better than this crazy ass bytch...She looked 15 and wasnt "a looker" at all..U got too much money to be with that lil thang there...And she Knew u had another lil piece of ass on the side, other than her, still married and what not and U had this chick in ya condo like everthang was gravy..Whatchu was gon tell her, i dont need u. bounce, poof be gone...? Naw family, U don introduced her to ya finances and think she was just gonna go away...??? That was a crazy bytch boy...To go out and buy her own piece a few days before she popped yo ass...WOW thats some sad shyt right there. Shot in ya sleep, then shot herself..WOW...at least u didnt feel it but i wish u had woke up before she started shooting...But then again, u might of been the killer in that case..I know i wudda killed her for even havin the thought... BUT it is , what it is...dammm we lost another black man ...Cheatin ass nigga...Should of kept ya dik at home....hahahaa i know i know..lol.Who Am I????

~Asap

It Happened Again People....

The nite was going beautifully. Everybody was looking good, feeling good, everythang was gravy.. The show was going great...Had the crowd laughing. My brother added a topic for the imprompt comedy skit..."Yall Both got tha same baby mommas" classik LMAO.. That was the funniest part of the whole nite..Im feeling good, looking good, energy crazy high, and was ready all nite for my name to be called so i can perform a song titled "SoulFood"... let me take u back in time...Its Feb 14th, Something for the ladies is going on at Venu, and im due to perform a song titled "Soul Food"...Invited some of my fans out to come enjoy it...specially the ladies...So...its getting late and the event is set to close so the party can begin...I hear the host say "And that concludes our show" .. And i havent performed yet..So they call me up, mind you, while everyone is walking out...But i performed it anyways...just cause...
OK Now fast forward aheaad to Friday nite... i look at the clock, its 11:30pm...and the show is ending soon...the host says "ok, we have reached the conclusion of our show"..And i say to myself..."HELL NAW<,,not again"..!!! The fellas start moving chairs, people are getting up and moving around, some are leaving, the DJ plays fukin Hurricane baby sugar whoeva..Halle Berry..."WOW is it really bout to go down like this AGAIN??"..Am i really bout to go tell my peoples that im not performing AGAIN???? Whats that make me look like..This is acually the 3rd time i have invited my peoples to see me grace the stage...and each time they see a whole bunch of other acts that they didnt pay for...They purchased tickets to see me..Not a bunch of no names...And i let them down yet again...i walk out in the crowd and hear "Yo, whats up with that?", "U not going on?", "I could have went to work", "yo thats wak as a bytch"..."Yo dont mess with them no more" and so on , so forth...What else can i say other than, naw my bad?... I hit em with the Mystikal "Ahhhh, it aint my fault"..lol I dont know what it is, what do i need to do? I try to be understanding but when it makes me look like a fool, i have a problem wit it...Some things must change...and they will...Im just gonna have to be for lack of better words.."CUT THROAT"...i gotta get on my Rocko shyt..and DO ME... sorry people...just a lil frustrated at this point....But the good part about it is, The album is out.."LYFE AFTER HYSKOOL", Make Sure You Get Yours!!!

~Asap