Welcome to "MY" world. Here you will be able to get to know the real me. Inside the mind of Asap, where I will share my points of view on many different topics from Society's issues, politics, Muzik to just life in General...Tune in!!!
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
I Got Ear Cancer From The Radiowaves..
I was caught in a daze, driving along 390 and suddenly was snapped out of it. i was caught off guard by the words "Imma beat the ----- up, up,up.I said what the??? My daughter is sitting shotgun, my son in the back, and my 1 year old is all i thought about. I immediately proceeded to change the station of course cause i will be "Gotdammed" if my kids listen to that shyt. I mean, im a grown man so I know what the "blank" was but my kids? I dont think so, i mean i hope not,man shyt, they "Bettna not" know what that blank is. My bad, i got side tracked. Ok, so I changed the station to the next set station, which I believe was KissFM, i think, and I hear, "I just wanna see you strip". I said, what the fuk is going on here?!!!. I remember when the radio was playing songs like, Meet Me At the Alter in your white dress and i will always love you, and shyt. WHAT is this?. SO, me being a father, not a "Daddy",said to my kids, Um,this muzik is terrible,the worst, and voiced my displeasure. My oldest being wise says, "I dont either" its either songs about sex or drugs dad". "Beats are good but thats it". Now that there is my child. Speaking the truth. So I said to her, from now on if we are in the car or if you are in your room listening to the radio, to just think of the ignorance that is being displayed to where as, the artist will do whatever the "Suits" tell them to. The "Suits" being the corporate world that is forking all this money into and losing to the internet so they figure they would give the people the poison another way. And thats thru the airwaves. Im a little hip to the game a little and wont allow any fukery to enter my cicle. So im on my DeadPrez shyt from here on out until the radio cleans it up a lil bit. Imma end it by saying this, I completly and 10000% agree with the understanding that "THIS IS A BUSINESS" and with that being said... DO YOU, IMMA DO ME!!!
Yahhhhh!!!
~aSap
Yahhhhh!!!
~aSap
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Yesterday Aint Today...
Only the strong survive and that leaves the rest of them to live in the past. They never see the present. The present gift that has been given to them from the only creator of man. It aint right to use "text type" on a blog but it does make me "smh". Shyt, do remember, this is my world and i do what i want. Thats just me. This is MY state of mind and right now, currently my mind is on some Goodie Mob type shyt. Time to get up, get out and get what im in search for. No more waiting for the masses to wake up and smell what the Roc is cookin. Or get a whiff of this good Folgers coming from these speakers. It smell so good, you dont even realize that its just as potent as coke. lol. If your not from that life, then that line went right over your head. Anywho, on to the main source. The main course. The meal, the feast. 'CHEERS' A SixPack & An Ounce Later. I have a few more visuals in the vault for this project. A few guest appearances and what not but i also have some heart felt joints on there too. If you know me, then you are aware that this month of Febuary has been an emotional struggle for me but my head always remained high and by the work of GOD, my heart remained beating. Moving to the sound of a different drummer as normal, i now have a voice with it. A leg to stand on and an arm to reach out to you with. Raise your glases, right hand to the sky.. #CHEERS coming sooon!!!!
~Asap
~Asap
Friday, December 30, 2011
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Guilty until proven Innocent..
The recent actions of the american judical system has me a little torn. I had to do some homework like a little less than a year ago regarding the case of Troy Anthony Davis and came to realize that not only did our justice system fail and closed their ears to the case but they also killed the man that was "supposedly" responsible for killing an off-duty cop. I dont know full details about that arrest or the trial behind it but one thing for certain, two things for sure, there was no evidence. It was all based on the fact that 9 or 10 witnesses said that Mr.Troy Davis was the shooter. He say, she say. Then years later retracted the statements given in the case and said that they were influenced by the police to testify. But no weapon or physical evidence linked Mr.Davis to the murder. Here we go. Honestly, I feel that since america knows that there are rules in the constitution that the people themselves cant change, they have the upper hand and support of the rest of the government to do as they please. The voice of the people goes unheard. Democracy? Naw, its america feelin and knowing that they can do whatever they want and the weak or less fortunate people cant do shyt about it.....It makes me think of Obama. Could even he have made a difference in this case? Or would the american people just brush it off as a Black president trying to help another Black american? Makes me wonder..But the voices of millions couldnt over-turn this verdict to kill this man. Death Row. I thought it was Innocent until "proven" guilty.? what happend here.? he was proven guilty how, because someone said that they witnessed him? but then later said, No.i didnt see it and he is not the shooter? America said 22 years later, its too late. A man supposedly kills a cop and they fry him, but a cop shoots an innocent unarmed person and he gets suspended.. Serve and protect huh?...tahh...who are they really protecting? I pray for the family of Troy Davis... I guess some things will never change. But YOU CAN...each one teach one.
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Our Father, Out in Heaven
Prayer: LORD, some people will not be satisfied, no matter what You
do for them. Parting the sea and dropping food from the sky was not
enough then. But it is no different today. Being satisfied and
grateful is a choice and an attitude, not a circumstance. Keep me
humble and help me recognize and be grateful for Your blessings. If
I ever begin to grumble or complain about what You have done, do
whatever You need to do to get my attention. In Jesus' name, Amen.
do for them. Parting the sea and dropping food from the sky was not
enough then. But it is no different today. Being satisfied and
grateful is a choice and an attitude, not a circumstance. Keep me
humble and help me recognize and be grateful for Your blessings. If
I ever begin to grumble or complain about what You have done, do
whatever You need to do to get my attention. In Jesus' name, Amen.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Outta Site, Outta Mind...
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Fathers day just passed and it was a day to remember..Acually the whole weekend was classik but i found myself thinking about how I have grown as a man since my first child in 2001. I now find myself not only living everyday for the foundation that i have built but I am also looking at other men in society who acually run from this blessing. Not saying that there is anything wrong with not being with the mother of your child but please be there for the child. Not just on holidays and Birthdays, i mean like daily. Even giving them a call on a daily basis is a good stepping stone for a strong relationship with your kids. Check in with them, see how school was today, check to be sure their homework is done, or pick them up and take them to the library, not just to the park or to go shopping for toys and what not. Thru my kids, i can see that the little things are the most important things that make them smile. The help with the homework, help with reading, help shooting a jump shot or just getting better at whatever it is that they are interested in..If they are interested in something, you as a parent should be interested in that same thing. Share stories from your youth days and see how much they light up and say "wow daddy, you did that?"...Its delightful to see their faces light up with that joy that acually comes from you. They are little you.little people so steer them the right direction so that when you let go of the bicycle seat, they can balance themselves and be confident that they wont fall. And if they do fall, they know how to get back up and get right back on the bike to keep it going.. Treasure it. Nothing last forever...Thats the message I got from the big man this past fathers day..im on my Job, Are you???
"To be absent from the body, is to be present with God"
~aSap
Fathers day just passed and it was a day to remember..Acually the whole weekend was classik but i found myself thinking about how I have grown as a man since my first child in 2001. I now find myself not only living everyday for the foundation that i have built but I am also looking at other men in society who acually run from this blessing. Not saying that there is anything wrong with not being with the mother of your child but please be there for the child. Not just on holidays and Birthdays, i mean like daily. Even giving them a call on a daily basis is a good stepping stone for a strong relationship with your kids. Check in with them, see how school was today, check to be sure their homework is done, or pick them up and take them to the library, not just to the park or to go shopping for toys and what not. Thru my kids, i can see that the little things are the most important things that make them smile. The help with the homework, help with reading, help shooting a jump shot or just getting better at whatever it is that they are interested in..If they are interested in something, you as a parent should be interested in that same thing. Share stories from your youth days and see how much they light up and say "wow daddy, you did that?"...Its delightful to see their faces light up with that joy that acually comes from you. They are little you.little people so steer them the right direction so that when you let go of the bicycle seat, they can balance themselves and be confident that they wont fall. And if they do fall, they know how to get back up and get right back on the bike to keep it going.. Treasure it. Nothing last forever...Thats the message I got from the big man this past fathers day..im on my Job, Are you???
"To be absent from the body, is to be present with God"
~aSap
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
And They Pull You Back In...
So...The demons got to him again. Good Morning america. Its not that easy to release the evils that may come around from time to time that you have been tryin to hide away for so long , that the pain that you once felt was gone, is there forever. Sorry for the run on sentence but its the emotion thats running thru me right now about the portrayed luxury of being a celebrity. One mistake and its over for you. The faster you rise ,the quicker you fall.They tear you down just when you feel good and you feel like you in the right place and ready to make a splash once again.And BOOM! They bring you right back to that very place of pain. That same very place you left a long time ago and vowed never ever to go back again. Chris Brown is a young man. A young successful Black man at that and he was subject to a POOR INTERVIEW of a man who acually came on the show to promote his new album and HEY what a way to take away a few possible sales..Sales that were guaranteed prior to reminding people of his past mistakes and just a different way of tearing down another Black man. And its not cool to KEEP going at it as he was trying to clear that terrible judgetment of a topic to bring up on such a show..This aint Jerry Springer, Maury,Montell...This is GOOD MORNING AMERICA...and he was supposed to perform? CMON Son.(head kicked to the side). I feel sorry for the young man for real. And this is my world and i can give 99 fuks if anyone cares or not but I HATE THE MEDIA.. Dont do no stories on me if I ever get to a point in life where im in front of cameras. I'll continue to youtube my own journey. I dont need no more help from the devils minions. Its bad enough i already live in hell..Just keep that killer away from me.. I will and always will remain sukafree. Stay up Chris and every other person out there trying to better themselves...No one should believe in anything more than youself. And never let em see you sweat. You dont want easy, you want to make it possible.
~aSap
'CHEERS' A Six Pack & A Ounce Later COMING SOON!!!
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
New Muzik


'TRU 2 DA GAME'
Asap feat:JD RIggz(High Caliber Music)...#follow the link below..
http://www.mediafire.com/?vabeaejdjani4tj
'KARMA'
Asap produced by:Maineframe
http://www.mediafire.com/?96ur7atp70o852x
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
No Direction...One Way Street

The scene is set. The bar is closing in 20 minutes. The DJ yells over the mic from the DJ booth, "Last call, last call for alcohol". The bar stools are filled as everybody is getting that last lil taste of they drink of choice. Me, im at the bar throwing back shots of Henny and chasing it down with red stripe beer. Feeling nice, i see this fine ass chick from across the bar lookin at me. Me? thinkin to self..you looking at me love?. Feeling froggy, i leaped off my bar stool to test the water..See how deep it is you know, is it cold, warm,open to swim ect. Excuse me miss,um my name is ASAP, and yours? In the sweetest voice i ever heard, her lips spoke for her. My name is HipHop!!! wow..what a name, um u come here alot? One of the worst lines ever to spark a convo I immediately changed that up...correction..U seeing anyone that would stop you from exploring new land?..She says yes, yes matter of fact i am..Im a nympho. My eyes wideopen like Craig and Smokey in Friday "When u gon let me fuk Ms.Parker". She follows up with, "im good" and u can call me anytime you want". Cool...so i go hard at trying to please her, trying to impress her friends. Im singing and dancing ,blind to the fact that HipHop has always been there...Before i even met her, she was right there. Everywhere i went. Here I am feeling like i have done something truly special. Getting invited to her home,met the kids even. But that didnt fulfill my need for her. She gave everybody the same love. So after weeks, months, years even, i still havent fuked...A OG once told me that persistence and dedication alone can get me anywhere. But in the meantime, thats alot of time and money being poured into this being. They smile ,i smile, they dance, i dance, they shine and i fade into the background. I hear the DJ again, "Last Call" and be sure to tip ya bartenders. i paid for my drinks and bounced. ~lightbulb~.......One Way Street, no where to go but straight. You ever witness a drug dealer, turned church on ya?..Thats where i am..not in that same sense, but im thinkin its time to call it a wrap and move on to do the things that i been wanting to focus all my attention on, THE YOUTH... So here i am, leaving that bar where i met hiphop in the flesh and looking for someone more for ME. Hiphop,I love you and always will but i need to explore new land... One final project though before its all said and done. "LAST CALL" The Bars closed....
~aSap
Friday, November 26, 2010
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Friday, August 20, 2010
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Whats In Store For ya.....Stay Tuned!!!



Aight..Imma take a deep breath real quick...(on my Martin Lawrence shyt)...aight...Project is pretty much completed..Its in the final mixdown stages and i am also blueprinting a helleva marketing campaign.. Promo videos, T-Shirts that read "Get At Me Asap",Promo singles with a visual..Its all coming together..I cant even begin to tell you how frustrating this process is ,specially making it all happen by yaself..But in the end, its all worth it. The responses from the people and the acual success of it all is priceless. There are times when i ask myself, why the hell am i doing this? I aint making a cent from it!!!...But all in all tho, on the real, i do it for the love of muzik..and its not always appreciated by the "outsiders" but from the responses i am already getting from peers and peers alike, its gonna be a success.. If you havent already, go check out the video for one of the singles, The Breakthru on youtube and while your at it, leave a comment.Let me know about it. Dont just watch it and move on.Refer it out to others so they can experience the same visuals. I was going to add a couple bonus tracks on it but i decided against that and just keep it moving on to the mixtape, "Escape From Nowhere" where i display different lyrical content over beats from classik Outkast tracks. I may release a couple tracks off that in upcoming weeks but until then, continue to be sukafree and stay tuned.... 'The Metamorphosis' is on its way
~aSap
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
What Was, Still Is...
I was sittin up the other nite, i wanna say it was like 3 in the morning and i was thinkin to myself, "I need to find a hustle to support my other hustles". Meaning, i am spending a lot of time and money on things thats really not coming back in my pocket in the long run. Although it is a good thing to invest in self, its NOT a good thing to go broke doing so...Look i got 3 kids, well 2 and 1 on the way, a house, bills and luxury bills to take care of and im spending G after G on my love for making my own muzik. Its crazy cause i mean i do get a lot of love when i FIRST put something out but after that, the acknowledgement just simply disappears. I was telling my man that we should really take this muzik on the road and get some real authentic love. But, then i said, dammm thats more money going out the door. But its an investment, right?..yeah thats what i said...sounds like im wasting money on something that isnt getting the right push to begin with. Everything cost, so its just something i have to live with and deal with on the daily. On the flip side, the positive flip side, people dig it and i know this but the liking of my projects isnt cutting it in my mind...People say they gonna come out to support the show and never show, they say they like my videos and so on so forth, but to date, i have only 1 comment on youtube...1... Who in the hell is going to consider me and my muzik with no following? Im just saying.. Its not that i am complaining or bitching at the fact that no one else is pushing me, its just the mere pointless direction im headin in. No money in, but i keep putting money out..So there has to be something more that can be done on my end to make things pop. Working all day, home to take care of the home front, then muzik time. But it is what it is. Imma keep pluggin away but like i told a friend of mine, "im gettin to old for the bullshyt"..ya know? I know, keep going, keep doing ya thang, dont stop now....But when is this gonna show its benefits, huh????
~aSap
~aSap
Monday, May 17, 2010
Moving At Light Speed!!!
Well my peoples..We are almost there. The project is coming along and should be finished up by the end of the month. Its been a lot of hard work trying to get the sounds to match the vibe of the album but its all coming together. With the likes of JD Riggz, InfCasso, Rellah and production by Vansbeats from Germany, the feel of the project is that of Soul searching demons. For example..The project opens up with a track titled "On My Way", where im stating facts that i am determined to be successful in any and all that i do. With lines like "2003 the begining to a new era/my fitted cap didnt fit it had to many errors". Indicated that I had to make a change to become who I am today.Change is part of life if you want to make something of ya life, that is. Once a knuckle headed kid who felt that the streets was a means for fast money ,which it is but its not all that its cracked up to be..U make a dollar double but at the end of the day, unless you making enough to really save something, its not really worth the risk that comes with it. Think about this. Every rap song you hear has something to do with Hustling drugs, or being quote on quote gangsta. im not the type of dude to follow anybody's footprints. That wont get me anywhere. At least not in my eyes. I figured that once i became a father, a childs rolemodel, it was time to change for the better. Show them a different path than whats displayed on television or on the radio. With other lines like, "All the critics said my flow was to basic/and all this real rap shyt is never gonna make it". Well Im authentic, I was never in to fake shyt/And aint changing , i will never get a face lift" begins to draw out the picture that although you may not have it all , you still have dignity. Self pride to not change or follow suite...So the album has a great feel. "That Good dude music". I just released the first video off of this project titled "The Breakthru" directed again by my dude Mike Dispenza. We took it back to the roots, the essense of hiphop. We shot it in Rochester's Underground Subway where its flooded with Graffiti and broken down walls, so we could get that real grimey feel. Also took shots around the westside of the city. So far, the video has recieved a lot of positive feedback. People have said that the words are so positive that they wouldnt ever think this would be heard by the masses, since all that is displayed is negative bullshyt,Money,cars, jewelry and all that nonsense.But the message in the song is exactly what i mentioned previously. "Change"...Here is a link to the video. ... But for now, its back to work. Gotta put the finishing touches on it so that you can get the full cause and affect that reflects change... stay tuned
~Asap
~Asap
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Where Has It Gone??
I was watching a movie last nite and thought to myself, How come once a couple gets married, all of a sudden the sex is gone? well not gone but it aint what it used to be. In the beginning, it was all exciting, the dates, the surprise visits, spontaneous actions. Its like that saying,"It was all good just a week ago" but in this case , it was all good some years ago. Married couples have a different outlook on whats important in a relationship. When your married its ,Are the bills paid, Are the kids all set for school the next day, Is the house clean, and so on so forth. I've heard some married men state that it comes with the territory. Im used to it.But I dont know if all men can get used to this. Tiger Woods, Did u go thru this too? lol...Now this question is for the woman out there. What happends? What is lost? I know a lot of times, the words "Im not in the mood or Im tired" come to play but what makes you guys more tired than us? It drives me crazy to see senarios play out like that. Like in the movie "I think i love my wife". Here you have a beautiful woman and a man in a nice healthy looking marriage taking care of things, but the man is in need of satisfaction..And she isnt providing that. He gets the cold shoulder, the DENY stamp. And then in walks another woman willing to put that spice back on the food, add a little flavor to the meal, and he has to resist and respect the fact that he is married...Now Chris Rock was a funny character in that sense cause he had no clue what to do...But she forced his hand and look what happend. hahaha. My favorite part was when he was shopping with his wife and she picked up some granny panties and he was trying to offer her some more sexy panties but she DENIED him...then comes the other woman with those same sexy undies in hand..Too funny... But we are forced to deal with it...But anywho, thats all im saying..Where does it all go? What makes us lose that sexual drive that we once had? if anyone can answer that without using the same old lines of being tired or not in the mood, or not feeling sexy right now, i would lend my open ear....Cause I simply dont get it...But WHo AM I?
~Asap
~Asap
Thursday, February 25, 2010
The Preacher's Interns....
I cant front , i love my new age social networking tools. The Twitters, Facebooks,and even Myspace when it was a player in the game..But what i am starting to see more and more of, is the Interns...They are everywhere. Trying to spread the mans word. Oh yall still lost?? Im talking about all the preachers helpers, the mouths of god if you let them tell it..I mean for serious, who are you to tell me what i should and shouldnt be doing? Whatchu tryin to kick knowledge??? My favorite social network is Facebook, but i like to call it "The Book of Faces'.. But almost 99% of the time i log on and look at the live status updates of everyone, it never fails...Someone is being gods helper...At least 3 of the post will have something to do with the relationship with God..Now people dont get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with being a child of god and having a religion, but some of you mafukas need to pump ya brakes..Stop, wait and think about it..I was on there earlier today and saw that someone changed their setting to 'In a Relationship". So im like ohhh ok, thats whats up...i go and look at the comments that people have left, cause u know i was trying to be nosey, But guess who that person is in a relationship with????? You guessed it..GOD...lawd have mercy, i almost deleted my own damm page after i saw that..I mean come on man..For serious? Cool...But then you have ones that comment on ya status, like "naw, u dont need to do that, whatchu need to do is build ya relationship with the lord"...Ok delete..Dont need you telling me what i been knowing for a lifetime...Stop, wait and think about it. There are way to many "Preachers Interns out there..And whats funny is ,that more than half of them are the devils own themselves..So take heed and listen to ya own message that you trying to preach..Dont blow that hot air this way...Im good,..and God is good, all the time...Imma end it on this note.. Just because you started going back to church for ya new years resolution and it feels good, dont mean you have to down talk all of us on the internet..Listen to the message that you preach onto others..it might benefit YOU...... In jesus name, we all say....AMEN!!!!
~Asap
~Asap
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